Stuff Straight from Heart ...

Lazy Boy

rhushabh — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:19:06 +0000

Sleeping on my lazy bed
My mind is numb
Starring at those distant objects
Rating myself so dumb

I don’t wanna move an inch
I just dunno what to say
I see the world going around me so fast
But ‘STILL’ is what I just wanna stay !!

My limbs sound tiring this eve
Though they haven’t worked so hard
Wanna get someone to massage them gently
Give my body a chance to make its pain discard

Have so much work to do
But looking for some angel’s helping hand too
Mind now filled up with thoughts of procrastination
Everything piles up together, body feels having caught some kinda flu

Feeling so hungry
But food is to be prepared
When will I make it and when will I eat
Between these thoughts my body feels teared

I have the world to catch up and make myself active
“Gear up soldier, take the initiative”
Jogs and cycles tomorrow morning sounds so good
I will set the early alarm and get myself in the mood

Lemme sleep fast and ditch the work today
“Look at this dude coming” is what the world will say!
Feeling of motivation engulfs me high
I sound ready for the challenge, giving my laziness a bye

Smile is back on my face
And my limbs start to move
But just to switch off the overhead lights
And wrap myself in the sheet and snooze

Its six in the morning
And the alarm makes its usual irritating sound
I try desperately to find the panic button
And switch off the ringing rounds

I lay somewhat awake in my lazy bed
My mind running long
“BOY am feeling so LAZY, Lemme just sleep today
From tomorrow I will TRY again to to sing the sweet song”

It’s been years thinking of the same
But the results are no different and so is the game
Back inside my sheet, I just bear again a smile
“I am happy the way I am, who will run those miles”

I don’t wanna move an inch
I just dunno what to say
I am seeing the world around me going so fast
But ‘STILL’ is what I just wanna stay !!

Teenage Dreams …

rhushabh — Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:43:14 +0000

Nineteen years old and am so confused,
Sometimes feeling so happy sometimes so bruised
Fighting so hard and strong,
But can’t differentiate what’s right what’s wrong

Everytime my mind says a point,
Just to make my heart disappoint
Going bezerk over my decisions,
And making, with people, unhappy collisions

Lack of self-control is what I fear the most,
Loneliness ever haunting me like a ghost
Something inside me always pulls me down,
Loosing all my confidence and feeling drowned

I sit back at a corner,
Wondering I used to laugh, how come am now a mourner
A constant wave of tension hovering my head,
Series of broken trusts making me feel dead

Doubts crawling in everytime I speak,
People’s answers make me feel miserable and weak
I just wanna shut the door left all alone,
Crying and crying and just be my own

I cant take this anymore,
Life has wrenched all happiness from the core
Every other thing takes me a step closer to the edge,
I am all broke and need a room to catch my breathe

Thoughts creeping in,
My mind’s stale
Sick questions bombarding me,
Hitting my heart hard like a nail

“Why can’t people understand me,
Always giving me advice but noone hears my plea
Whom do I go to, my life is all pissed,
Lemme just end it putting knife on my wrist”

But, sad or glad, this is not how I want it to end,
I wanna fight hard and defend
I only expected joy and laughter but no screams,
Whenever I saw my Teenage Dreams!!

What should I do somebody please explain,
Why the hell am so confused and feeling lame?
Patience and tolerance is what you need,
To stop that fear inside, growing like a weed

Destroying your beauty and brains,
Just throw it off your veins
Feel confident and ready to rise,
Respect other’s opinion, and before reacting, always think twice

Dont be neglected but be a part of the lots,
Talk to people and make buddy knots
Unlocking the happiness has a very simple key,
Think No-More, Take no tension, just be free

Relax, hangout,
And be cool,
Laugh and enjoy as the days passby,
Bcuz very-soon these teenage days gonna wish you good-bye!!

India Calling !!

rhushabh — Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:02:54 +0000

Deep inside my mind
A thought always remained
Is it just that I feel it
Or is my mother really in pain?

Buildings rising so high
But our hearts going mild
Roads are a pity
Hey, this is what we Indians call a city !!

Going up and down
Vehicles making perpetual sound
Pollution at its peak
Dusty days making rounds

Scattered plastics and paper
Or some spits no better
The stinky smell of waste
Lying on every road and, too on our face

Poor have no say
Rich have sunshine and they merrily make hay
Daughter is still a taboo
Suicides and dowry are sadly still not gray

Children wake up with resposibilities
Left with no choice
Just pursue their careers
But not their abilities

Ministers are sinisters
Making ugly helpless men fight
Enjoying their winning winding plans
And holding up the might

Every second minute a farmer dies
No food no water, no shoulder to cry
No one is aware of their saddened state
But the seat-begging guys who just pretend & lie

Promises made with a huge smile
Simply to be thrown off, say good-bye
We all are blissfully ignorant
Sadly living just our lives

The silent youth is care-free
A selfish a man can ever be
Just thinking of hooking up a girl
Or gulping down fries, pizzas and Pepsi

A silent sigh, a raging fear
Trapped in my heart, asking
Is it just that I feel it
Or is my mother really in plight?

My eyes burning like hell
Seeing her raped in despair
Tearing her integrity
And drowning so deep, her pride

She wont shout for help
Nor would she beg to leave her alone
Confined to her distress
She just lets out a silent moan

I cant take no more
Wanna rise up and even out the score
But sadly this aint no game
I would be thrown off like a whore

Its time to grow, come together
Save our dying dusty mother
Lets build a fresh relationship
To sail her to the glory times forever

Hear your thoughts inside
For every one of you knows what’s right
Its time for a revolutionary change
To take our mother to new heights

Men trading our country
Have to be shown their right place
Make them do their duty
And carry our land with grace

Just one step, one act
A leading hand to grab her
Our mother is falling
Wake up guys, India is calling !!

My Valentine !!

rhushabh — Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:03:39 +0000

In the midst of May,
There was a murky darkness over day
Strong winds sweeping the clouds
But they still closed the light away

On the mountain’s peak
Was I standing tall
Gazing the sky above
With a tear in my eye and about to fall

My insides all turned to ash,
And my heart blew away as I collapsed,
The black wind took them away
And held the darkness over, that day

Dissatisfied and dejected
I crumbled on the rocks
Murmering a silent prayer
Listening to see if the GOD talks

Left all alone in this sin world
With no one to live up for
Was asking for a small gift
A reason, a companion no more !!

Closed my hurting eyes
Trapped my breath inside
Stopped the pounding heart
Eagerly waiting for someone to arrive …………

The clouds then suddenly moved away
The winds slowed down
I saw the ray and rose
There was light and the darkness all gone

My prayers answered, there was You
Walking down from the God’s heaven
Coming to hold my life
And make my heart sweeten

I lifted my hand
And took your soft palm
Time had itself posed
As I lovingly proposed

I had you by my side
What a feeling it was like!!
I still remember the day
And just wear a silent smile

Days of pity had gone
And I was with you all along
God gifted me His best sunshine
By making you my Valentine

We are here to stay forever
If not our bodies, our love tender
As long as you are with me
I have no worries and nothing to ponder

Let me be greedy
And ask you once more
Make me feel lucky and blessed
Valentine’s day is approaching, Would you say Yes ??