Teenage Dreams …
Nineteen years old and am so confused,
Sometimes feeling so happy sometimes so bruised
Fighting so hard and strong,
But can’t differentiate what’s right what’s wrong
Everytime my mind says a point,
Just to make my heart disappoint
Going bezerk over my decisions,
And making, with people, unhappy collisions
Lack of self-control is what I fear the most,
Loneliness ever haunting me like a ghost
Something inside me always pulls me down,
Loosing all my confidence and feeling drowned
I sit back at a corner,
Wondering I used to laugh, how come am now a mourner
A constant wave of tension hovering my head,
Series of broken trusts making me feel dead
Doubts crawling in everytime I speak,
People’s answers make me feel miserable and weak
I just wanna shut the door left all alone,
Crying and crying and just be my own
I cant take this anymore,
Life has wrenched all happiness from the core
Every other thing takes me a step closer to the edge,
I am all broke and need a room to catch my breathe
Thoughts creeping in,
My mind’s stale
Sick questions bombarding me,
Hitting my heart hard like a nail
“Why can’t people understand me,
Always giving me advice but noone hears my plea
Whom do I go to, my life is all pissed,
Lemme just end it putting knife on my wrist”
But, sad or glad, this is not how I want it to end,
I wanna fight hard and defend
I only expected joy and laughter but no screams,
Whenever I saw my Teenage Dreams!!
What should I do somebody please explain,
Why the hell am so confused and feeling lame?
Patience and tolerance is what you need,
To stop that fear inside, growing like a weed
Destroying your beauty and brains,
Just throw it off your veins
Feel confident and ready to rise,
Respect other’s opinion, and before reacting, always think twice
Dont be neglected but be a part of the lots,
Talk to people and make buddy knots
Unlocking the happiness has a very simple key,
Think No-More, Take no tension, just be free
Relax, hangout,
And be cool,
Laugh and enjoy as the days passby,
Bcuz very-soon these teenage days gonna wish you good-bye!!
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JITEN GORADIA. said,
March 14, 2008 at 11:45 pm
DEAR IN THE BEGINING OF THE POEM IT LOOKS YOU GOT DEPRESSED BY THE SURROUNDING. BUT THE END IS NICE. GOT UP AND SAY THIS WORLD, I AM COMING, WILL MAKE IMPOSSIBLE THINGS SIMPLY POSSIBLE BY MY OWN WAY & THOUGHTS. & THIS WORLD WILL BEND DOWN TO YOUR FOOT & RUN WITH YOUR THOUGHTS & IDEAS. THE ONLY OUTCOME OF IT IS, NEVER GIVE UP AT ANY MOMENT, FIGHT TILL END AND ACHIVE YOUR GOAL TO THE FINAL SUCCESS. AND ALWAYS BE HAPPY. GOD BLESS YOU MY CHILD…….DAD.
prats said,
March 24, 2008 at 11:27 pm
nice 1 yaar….abhi toh bol hi de kaha se dhapi…u seriously sound like a poet….
figaar said,
June 27, 2008 at 6:30 am
Really practical. Keep it up.
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August 20, 2008 at 9:39 am
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